wow.
havent done this in a while haha.
i have like 3 pictures i'm working on at the same time. one of a horsie, one of my friend, and one of a drunk pirate. so thats all good.

my throat hurts. thats not good. both my sister and dad have strep and i shared soda with my friend who prolly has it.
so im betting on i have it.

everything else is fine. there's a lotta shit going on, but there usually is, isnt there?
i havent posted anything, i need to finish something quickkkkkk.

cam i love you and miss you and we havent talked in forever, i gotta get my ass on msn real soon.
kan i write on your wall like constantly and i miss you and love you.

i think some pictures are just meant to never be finished.

i have one of two horses that i must've colored eighteen times now, and i'm not sure if i've ever gotten past coloring the first horse. i don't know if i'll ever finish it, i end up getting so frustrated.
i think i might have to give up and cell shade it....oh well.

there are a bunch on my computer just sitting there....



so i'm getting frustrated with my painting style, as usual. it's very meticulous and it's less painting and more putting blobs of color where they should do and blending them a teensey bit. it's been bothering me for the past week or so.

so i'm trying to find another way to paint, if anyone has any suggestions or any good tutorials out there, pleasssssssssssssssssssssssse send them to me!!!

dankeee.
in other sstuff...... everythings been pretty good....have a five day weekend, went to town friday, mall today, aquarium tomorrow, city sometime and sleepover and town another time.
this weekend is too small. i have too many things i want to do. :[

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1. i am so very afraid to be alone. i don't know how to function alone, and when i am, i'm extremely shy and introverted, it's so pathetic, and i wish i could get over it.

2. i wish i could ride more. because of money i really, really can't.

3. i have some FUCKED UP friends. like FUCKED UP. and honestly, they're probably bad for me. they're all probably terrible influences and i KNOW i;ve done stuff i wouldn't have done if i hadn't know them. but i love them beyond belief and i'm having more fun than i ever have.

4. i am never ever happy with my artwork. NEVER. to me it always looks unfinished, like it's lacking something. and i dont know what it is. i always try to make it look complete, but it never happens.

5. i hate people at equestrian farms. hate them. i've had experiences with them that i wish i didn't remember. they're all preppy, rich, stuck up and everything else. if you don't own a horse, you're below them. you may jump higher than them, ride better than them, and they might even know it, but you'll still always be a lesser human being than them. only two months ago i met my first friend ever at riding.

6. i'm actually pretty smart. like really smart, actually. both my grandfather and father and grandmother are certified geniuses, and my mother is either there or very close. but i still end up in the last two weeks of the quarter pulling myself out of Cs or Bs. i often let my hatred for the subject or teacher get in the way of me doing well.

7. i can be a bitch.

8. matt skiba, matt skiba guy, jimmy urine, and neg dupree are my life.

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